seljamari @springtime@witches.live

samhain is literally happening. and i just dont. care. at all!!!!

i miss late summer

time passes so quickly & i have lost myself once again.

bought a new scarf from the charity shop. excited to get more creative with hellenic veiling!!

people are making bad comments of people with DID in r/Hellenism 🙃

decided to try #hellenicveiling again & i feel so great!!!

my head is such a mess. #dissociativeidentitydisorder

"don't do shadow work," the goddess says very directly - just to see me running to do shadow work.

ugh i should have done motivation spell or something yesterday. but i did not. so here we are.

at this point i'm practically just collecting names for myself.

oh isn't the whole life just one big devotional act...

i matched with a wiccan on tinder. can't wait to overshare about my religious views in person lol.

so so quiet.... should i continue screaming to the void or shut up too?

i really want to talk about hellenic polytheism lol. too bad i have no one to talk to. better write my diary.

"it's only early autumn, not the end of the universe" aka some notes abt balcony sleeping.

- light pollution is a thing 😾 so many lights in the nearby building
- i could still see the stars when i woke up in the middle of the night....
- sleep quality jumped to very very high
- it wasn’t that cold? would definitely do it again lol

ok so i have decided to sleep in my balcony.. might be the best mistake in a while. will update more later.

feeling #blessed because the store had exactly one package of the flour i need for my bread recipe left. perfect timing...

i just started in a gardening school a year later than i was supposed to + the place is already falling apart. they might have to cancel the horticulture stuff which was supposed to be my thing

i'm so excited for dark moon tomorrow!!! i'm going to get pomegranate juice and work with chthonic deities

not sure how active we'll be here because one alter, elise, is extremely cautious of sharing any information. lol.