The Seasonals 

I always post emojis at least 3x to express an emotion because my ass literally feels every emotion with 3x the power of a neurotypical human being. fear me

the worst feel is when doing anything is Illegal bcuz you're waiting on someone else to start the next Task

that feel when it's Winter and you're hyperfocusing for a long time, then when you come back to your body your fingers are ICE.

I'm feeling really crap about the distance between my effort and the results I'm getting re: life, money, job hunting, art. I'm busting my ass, working harder than I've ever worked in my life, and seeing slow, crawling results. just keep trying to remember, pills don't teach skills, and my brain isn't going to stop being wired differently just because I'm on meds now. Really feeling the "adhd brain is like a ferrari with bicycle brakes" comparison from Dr. Hallowell.
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Okay I also drew Cipher... and I started this like, 'I'm gonna experiment. I'm gonna create texture. This is a digital painting." Now I don't know how the fuck to do that, and I accidentally switched some layers around and got boned trying keep those lines crisp and clear. Also, where the fuck is her mouth in this reference pic? Sometimes you gotta slap a :3 on it and be done before boredom slips in

5 hours ago I started having a Bad Spiral about Money Woes, pretty consistently my worst trigger. And I was able to pull myself into another direction and break the cycle long enough to refocus. fuck. Strattera has been the most life changing, affirming thing. It's like, being sober after spending a lifetime drunk by default. Things that were impossible are not anymore.

I'm coming off of a 3 day smokey art bender and I don't wanna head back into reality yet 😂 😂 😂 my dreamy space cadet ass trying to plan this day and all I wanna do is stay dreamy and watch some inspiring queer fashion babes do their thing documentary style.

my grandma is pickin me up in an hour for therapy, and i left my phone charger in her car lol. I hope she remembers what time! 😅 ah what a mess. when my schedule is disrupted I always end up losing something.

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