Mea [Shoebill Hunter] @meajora@witches.live

OKaaaay here's my bingo because I can be cool too! :D

Introduction:
My name is Mea (pronounced "May") and I'm a feminine person who is attracted to leather and dyed hair. I'm originally from rural Alabama, where I was raised on a farm, but I live in the suburbs of Jersey now just outside of NYC. I work as a mental health counselor at an outpatient clinic, and I specialize in personality disorders and trauma. I read tarot and birth charts in my spare time as well! I like fantasy-based video games, DnD, cooking, and animals.

I miss my life in NYC.

I was so close to everything. It was so easy to get myself out of a depression funk when I could just. Walk somewhere.

When all my friends were just a subway ride away.

I lived in the shittiest apartment with the worst landlord but I miss that apartment so much sometimes. It feels more like home than this townhouse.

Maybe I'll just hop on a bus and go into the city today. Just walk around and remember why I fell in love with it.

Lesson learned about Party Finder

Don't

I want to buy the dodo mount. How do I go about advertising in game photography to get more jobs like that wedding last night. Need gil. Will screenshot for dodo.

Twice. We've wiped twice now in maps because our WHM only knows Cure 1 apparently

It sure is something to wipe in maps because your WHM had no idea what was going on

I ended up bringing them to my personal house because I already designed my yard specifically for selfies.

I sure did get paid 1 million gil to take screenshots!! I can't believe I quit wedding photography irl to do it in a video game. (IS THIS BLACK MIRROR) #ffxiv

What the heck, someone told a stranger I take good screenshots and now this couple is paying me 1 million gil to photograph their in game wedding.

"I haven't filled out the doodle, but I'm available any time!"

I DON'T FUCKING CARE.

IF I DON'T SEE YOUR CHECKMARK AND NAME YOU DO NOT GET SCHEDULED. PERIOD.

IT TAKES 30 SECONDS FOR YOU TO NOT GIVE ME EXTRA WORK.

OH MY GOD

Him: Hey, I don't see anything on the Doodle for tonight.
Me: Yeah, this is scheduling for next week.
Him: Right, so how do we know if anything is being run tonight?

?????????????????????????

Today's criticism on my leadership has been asking me why next week's Doodle labeled 9/15 - 9/21 doesn't include Sunday the 22nd, and I said that's the week after next, and they said "no Sunday to Sunday is the same week" so I had to explain how weeks work.

THIS IS FUCKED UP LMAO #ffxiv

Come visit us in Excalibur in the Goblet, Ward 9, Plot 39 if you haven't already! We're a house full of gays.

I sent this to my husband in Snapchat and he told me he wanted a divorce

It doesn't determine which meds WILL work, just which ones WON'T. (Still extremely helpful.) It looks at your genetic make up to determine which meds are going to be giving you the most extreme side effects like increased mood swings and shitting your pants and saying "literally don't even bother with the 4-6 week trial on these." It saves so much time.

I don't know why every psychiatrist/prescriber doesn't immediately start clients off with a goddamn DNA test to narrow down the med pool.

Oh wait, I do know. Kickbacks. Because everything sucks.

(If you have bad experiences with psych meds, harass your doctor about DNA testing.)

Trying so hard to support a friend and be positive when it's clear her psychiatrist is a moron. Like okay sure these meds have made you 10x worse after 8 weeks on them so let's increase your dosage. About to call this bitch before they kill my friend!! Wtf!!

I'm sorry.

I can't do much anymore. My brain is slower. My body can't keep up with everything that needs to be done. I feel like I'm rotting from the inside. But it's supposed to be better because I'm predictable and less volatile now. I'm not sure who these meds are actually helping, me or everyone else.

But I don't have the motivation for anything anymore. Don't even want to see anyone. I'm not sad, I just don't care. Not quite numb, just feeling incapable.

A few recent screenshots #ffxiv