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All hydras must face inner conflict or else they become mean and punish the wicked hearts of gabbies everywhere.

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The universal irony of being a loud space bitch with misophonia isn’t lost on me at all.

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........SPEAKING OF MY DEFUNCT SOUNDCLOUD,

soundcloud.com/coxyko

literally only have 6 year old music on there.

Depression really sucks, guys.

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I know this comes off as some kind of tantrum but I always get frustrated and have to go through and constantly delete shit off here every like two months because it’s not “in character”. It just amounts to PRETENDING I’m fine with my life. I’d rather just stop bothering.

I’m tired of being told I’m “lazy” when my autism renders me mentally paralyzed. I’m tired of “she’s nice” being the only quality people throw in reference to me but being too unlikable or memorable to pay attention to.

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I want to Shitpost about GOIN TO THE PACKIE but when I usually try that IRL I fuck up the thick Boston accent and also I don’t even drink so it wouldn’t be in character.

the greater boston area has at least fifty distinct accents, all of us faking it to confuse tourists in our own little way

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Oh, so when the earth starts heading toward a period of cooling its natural, but when * I * do it I’m “crystallizing the world, Gabreon” and “we need to banish you, Gabreon”.

When I want to draw, I can take out a pen and fucking draw!
When I want to Music, I have to open FL and - wait, I need this sound bank. And let me look up 20 fucking tutorials on YouTube. 5 hours later I’m not wanting to bother, Jesus Christ.

The legitimate worst thing about being me is that part where 20 years of Very Good music is essentially trapped in my brain every day because music creation software is a fucking disease

Also I really wish there was an equivalent to scrap paper for digital music. Even the simple apps on my phone take too much setup

Is there actual advice for “I fucking get that the way to leave a rut is to scribble random shit on paper all day every day, I really do, the problem is that I am too fucking tired and mentally exhausted to DO that, I literally stare blankly into space 24/7, what do you DO in that situation?”

I sure fucking hate the living situation I’m going to be in starting tomorrow but I sure won’t fucking miss having to left turn across a busy turning lane and 2 lanes of asshole cars refusing to give right of way and almost getting t-boned every fucking day just to get Home

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Anyway inb4 “complaining won’t get you anywhere lol” which was always the reaction in idiotville, well aware of that too dumbass, the whole point of venting my frustration is 1) ppl seeing it will hopefully know to not wave shit in front of me (never works) 2) maybe someone else fucking relates and knows they aren’t alone?

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[throws 5 boxes of old videogames at the hydra chateau] bazbingba

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