🌈clydehelder🐾 @clydehelder@witches.live

therapy was really hard and i want to hurt myself. but i have to deal with these feelings instead because i have to work for another 5 hours. i want to cry and scream and be alone rn

i’m part of a fb group full of leftists and it’s okayyyyy but.... sometimes there’s drama about nothing?? i just saw a comment about someone who got bothered by “trans*” because of the *, she thought it’s disgraceful/disrespectful even tho she said she knows it’s supposed to include everything not cis???? i ??? ???????

life: here’s an annoying situation and it’s totally out of your control
me: cool, as a form of punishment i’ll starve myself anyway

he became a r/niceguy himself

apparently slazo (yter) is very abusive and a rapist :) “iT’s HaRd FoR mE tO rEsIsT tHe UrGe” “wHeN i GeT bAcK iT’s RaPe TiMe, BuT yOu’Ll lIkE iT sO iT’s TeChNiCaLlY nOt RaPe” fuck off. i actually enjoyed his content but i hope his life is ruined now those screenshots came out from his ex :)

wow man i slept like shit. i was dreaming about having fights with people i know and ugh

i have a job!!!!!!! it doesn’t pay much at all, but i’m at least busy

im vaping in my room and my cat hates me now

my boss gave me cacti!!

i now have 2 jobs and i also have my voluntary work. now my only free day is saturday lmao

i had a job interview today and i got the job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

made food prep for the next 2 days. some melon, nectarines, a mango and a grapefruit. also a tuna salad and i made egg white muffins with spinach which only have 20kcal per piece!!

i wuv him 💕

i’m so cold i should eat more but ugh

picked up going to the gym today and my brain is shouting at me because i feel like i have to go every day until my body just gives up. it’s either 0 or 100 there’s no in between hhhh. i ate a few snacks today (some macademia nuts and a few pieces of some kind of sausage) and i feel really guilty about that so i might go again tomorrow morning. i hope tomorrow my body isn’t tired from today

i’m eating moldy mushrooms rn bc i hate myself