Since I can't pin other people's toots, I am reposting the drawing that @muppetbutler did of me fused with one of her dogs named nugget because it's the best thing anyone has ever done for me online.
eye contact, messy eater, no makeup Show more
feverishly you scan my introduction post, as the slamming of the chained trap door behind you makes you jump slightly, you glance back at me looking up at you from the floor lovingly.
"just cut it" i mutter as you struggle to decide whether or not to follow, "will you cw mentions of blood?" you ask searchingly.
"CUT IT. CUT IT." I bark sweetly from my happy hole. "CUT IT OFF. DEAD BY DAWN DEAD BY DAWN."
"i just feel like some people will get squeamish if you mention blood." you say - tired, clearly you've been trying to convince me of this for hours.
'I'LL SWALLOW YOUR SOUL' i scream helpfully - not quite understanding
Wracked with despair, dread, exhaustion, confusion, and disorientation - you reach the center of the cavern. There is a smooth black throne; carved from what must have once been a single massive stalagmite.
Rays of light converge here, and despite the swirling mists it looks oddly dry. Even Clean. you stare at it. Not what you expected, not what you needed, and whatever else you imagined it was not this.
For what feels like hours you stand, looking around weakly and always returning to the chair. Nodding, resigned, you sit upon it. Feeling the cold of it meld to you like new flesh; you close your eyes. An absence of all feeling descends.
girl or nb: hi
@pbandkate lmao that reminds me of when my friend was flicking through a book of baby names, got to the name deborah and was like "de-BOR-ah what kind of name is that!!!!!"
-At least half of your close friends should not look just like you.
-Befriend women, not just as a token chick friend but legit someone you look to for advice and familial companionship, and protection. We provide all of these things and all you gain is mistrust and emotional distance when you throw those things away in pursuit of a sexual relationship.
If I could give legit 100% serious advice to straight cis dudes:
-If you're able, get therapy. Normalize talking & examining your thoughts & feelings.
-If you feel weird being vulnerable around u'r crew get a new crew. They're not tryna make the life changes you are.
-Is what you're feeling really Anger? Or is it Isolation, is it Abandonment, is it Insecurity, is it Hopelessness? What's the most effective strategy to de-escalate the zenith of those emotions/thoughts?
-Normalize being challenged.
body horror Show more
removing my elbows and also my wrists and replacing them with the little track balls you used to find in mice
Horror Queen of Mastodon
queer girlfriend of @pbandkate
(we're mono. sorry fam)
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